phenomenater

ohhh i am verrryyy tired. Class sucked today.

i really want a good education and i want to be a proffessional, but lately the thought of going to class makes me feel ill. I just feel like i cant handle the workload. there are so many things to think about. and it really sucks because it seems like all my other friends have their lives, and then school is kinda just in the background, like a really easy thing that they do in their spare time. ughhh....i want to be able to do whatever i want, but i want to skip the whole "working for it" thing

but i guess i just have to keep remembering that in order to live comfortably in the future i have to put in the work now. theres no way i want to work a dead end job for the rest of my life...


in other news, tonight should be fun. we are having a "going away" party for that dumb german exchange student that everyone (but me ) finds so devestatingly hot. ughh hes gross... but all my friends will be there and i can just ignore him and his stupid face. grrr.