ok, well here i am at my parents house, laying in bed like a princess going on sg and looking at my new february cosmo. Gosh this is the life.
well ive been thinking alot lately about certain things, and i finally figured it out::::::::
ready for this? cause it most likely wont make any sense to you....
WHEN I START TO WORRY ABOUT THINGS (IE SCHOOL OR WORK) I PUSH IT FARTHER AND FARTHER OUT OF MY MIND AND MY LIFE,WHICH ONLY HURTS ME MORE IN THE END.
doesnt make sense does it? because i have to finish school...i have to. and im just making it harder on myself by doing this. its getting extremely difficult, so i just keep telling myself....yeah ill study tomorrow, tonight im just going to have fun, or tonight im just going to relax.
Well, after this weekend i need to stop sitting on my ass and eating peach cobbler like a hobo. as much fun as it is. I need to stop watching golden girls every time it airs (which is like 6 times a day) and study. i need to stop sleeping in until 3pm because i need to do shit. i need to read book i need to practice giving blood transfusions. there really is no such thing as a lazy nurse, so i have to whip myself into shape.
plus, this way the "lazy days" when i do just veg out or call into work or something, will be an extra special treat...and i will have alot more fun on those days.
well ive been thinking alot lately about certain things, and i finally figured it out::::::::
ready for this? cause it most likely wont make any sense to you....
WHEN I START TO WORRY ABOUT THINGS (IE SCHOOL OR WORK) I PUSH IT FARTHER AND FARTHER OUT OF MY MIND AND MY LIFE,WHICH ONLY HURTS ME MORE IN THE END.
doesnt make sense does it? because i have to finish school...i have to. and im just making it harder on myself by doing this. its getting extremely difficult, so i just keep telling myself....yeah ill study tomorrow, tonight im just going to have fun, or tonight im just going to relax.
Well, after this weekend i need to stop sitting on my ass and eating peach cobbler like a hobo. as much fun as it is. I need to stop watching golden girls every time it airs (which is like 6 times a day) and study. i need to stop sleeping in until 3pm because i need to do shit. i need to read book i need to practice giving blood transfusions. there really is no such thing as a lazy nurse, so i have to whip myself into shape.
plus, this way the "lazy days" when i do just veg out or call into work or something, will be an extra special treat...and i will have alot more fun on those days.
I should really start doing things at reasonable times and whatnot.
I feel your pain/laziness. Hehe.