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im sick!! i have pili nephritis, which is acutally quite serious. and i went septic over the weekend and had to go to the er. blahhhh.

basicly its just a bad kidney infection that spread very fast and gave me a high fever and made me pee blood.


oy. well im feeling better today, i can eat things that arent pills (yay)

i need to start going to class when im supposed to

i get fucking punished every fucking day. for what? for being a good person

i dont comit crimes, i dont sell drugs, i dont disrespect people.


i am a good girl! i do good in school most of the time, hell im GOING to school. im in a very difficult program. i have a job, i have a life, i get along with my happy...
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oh what a fucking tangled web we weave. life just gets more and more difficult doesnt it? well maybe its all part of the plan and ill get a reward soon? yes? maybe?



we will see my friends.

well tomorrow its back to work. not looking foward to waking up at 6...no sir....im not nearly organized enough. i dont have ANYTHING in order in my life right now, ugh.

my parents are mad at me, my friends are in paris, my boyfriend is crazy, everything is out of whack. oy vey.

well, we will see how it goes...i mean what else can we...
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Im back im back im back!!!! disneyland was a blast. ill upload my pics asap, but if you cant wait to see at least some pics then you can check some out on Friedhamsters page.


well, i got a spur of the moment tatoo today, hahaha. my first actually. im very excited and very proud of myself for doing it all alone. i didnt...
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going to disneyland tomorrow!!!! well, making the long drive at least....like 8 hours ughhhh.

oh well we have lots of food and music to keep us happy...(hopefully)

so i will return soon!!!

matterhorn here i come!

its almost time to go to disneland wooooooohohohohohho yayyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!



by the way this is pretty interesting

Disneyland Deaths

well...its that time. time to get organized.

dammit, that reminds me i still havent balanced my checkbook. oh well maybe that will be one of tomorrows activities.

now it is time for the big "dorm clean"

(dorm cleaning/sex and the city marathon...hey i need something to keep me motivated.....or to make me get in bed and forget what i was doing haha)

ok im ready...
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im so mad and frustrated. im mad mad mad.....this sucks so much. and im not going to say what it is, i just feel like venting a little. its not about school or the bf or anything or friends....im just so frustrated.

sometimes life just isnt fair is it? u think you do such a good job on something and then it turns out that...
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i havent gone to one class this week....i feel horribly irresponsible. but i guess my excuse was that i was "emotionally ill" ...i seriously was unable to concentrat....but that sort of thing like cant happen any more because school neeeeeeeeds to be my top priority. the faster i get through nursing school the faster i can get on with my life and probably go back...
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