pheme

I went to boot up my old desktop and all I got was a black screen.
I'm going to have my computer expert ex bf (he ALSO never used that term) take a look at it to see if he can retrieve anything that was on it.
Other wise every naughty picture every bit of erotica I've ever written is lost to the ages.
Can't cry over spilt milk, I'm too busy crying about everything else.

Tomorrow I'm going to do my doody (yes I mis-spelled it) and go to my ex's parent's house for the holiday.
My ex mother in law has brain and liver cancer and will not be with us too much longer and I refuse to have the guilts because I didn't spend enough time with her so...I'm spending the day with them.
Very nice kind people but THE most BORING people on the face of the Earth!!
They're very much like Harriet and Rodney Miller from My Big Fat Greek Wedding.

I'll have my one hotdog (they only cook one per guest) my spoonful of over mayonaised potato salad and my warm coke (J the sister takes all the ice cubes for herself and the 2 liters of coke she drinks).

I just found out that the party that I am NOT invited to is a GUY party...why didn't he tell me?
I wouldn't get pissed about that, I swear some men can be such...doody-heads.

Besides going to the ex in laws I've got no other plans this weekend.
I'm sure I'll want to swallow a light sparkler by Sunday.

EDIT:
I just found out that the steak barbeque I was promised will be cooked before hand at someone elses house.
Karma Karma Karma
I am doing a good deed and it will come back to me twofold...right?!?
Please someone tell me that I'll have something nice come to me!!!