I am SO going to hell and I am OK with that.
Yesterday I get a text from a former...don't quite know WHAT to call him
mostly because HE never stated exactly what kind of relationship we were in which
is why he's a FORMER...
anyway
I get a text saying that he "found" a video we had made together and that it was hot and
they were "good times"
I replied
"yes, they were" and left it at that.
I ain't calling him
I know what he wants and he ain't getting it from me
Let him suffer
Why am I going to hell?
Because I enjoy making him suffer
and there's a part of me that wishes there were a long list of sufferers whispering my name.
Yesterday I get a text from a former...don't quite know WHAT to call him
mostly because HE never stated exactly what kind of relationship we were in which
is why he's a FORMER...
anyway
I get a text saying that he "found" a video we had made together and that it was hot and
they were "good times"
I replied
"yes, they were" and left it at that.
I ain't calling him
I know what he wants and he ain't getting it from me
Let him suffer
Why am I going to hell?
Because I enjoy making him suffer
and there's a part of me that wishes there were a long list of sufferers whispering my name.
In my experience it was me being used for casual distraction, most of the time when single moms were involved. -----( I was good enough company, just without any real prospects).
It's a tough deal all around.
But I have no idea about how to make it work, so I won't pretend to have any answers.
I have no problems with letting the guilty suffer, even if you add to it.
Making your friends and family suffer, that will get you to a personal hell.
"* inaudible *"
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..... "pheme"
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*sigh*.......................... " * inaudible* "..................
" pheme " ................
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