i need a smoke.
im alone, it sucks...for months now i dont think i have really just sat down alone.
no one replys to my emails and im begining to think i lost all my friends a long time ago.
my father emailed me a said he wanted to be a part of my life "again" and that he wanted to know what was going ton in my life....
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no one replys to my emails and im begining to think i lost all my friends a long time ago.
my father emailed me a said he wanted to be a part of my life "again" and that he wanted to know what was going ton in my life....
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nikonphoto80:
Well I read your journal and I know the felling of losing all your good friends, most of the people I talk to now are people I meet on SG.
PS Im a photographer to.
PSS if you want me to send you a email I will.
PS Im a photographer to.
PSS if you want me to send you a email I will.
let me roll in thorns for you baby
let me starve myself for you honey
forgive me please because I have sinned
let me get away from here
back then I was crooked heart
anything true just ripped apart
40 days and 40 nights
I will sit here in the desert till its alright
40 days and 40 nights
I will sit here in the...
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let me starve myself for you honey
forgive me please because I have sinned
let me get away from here
back then I was crooked heart
anything true just ripped apart
40 days and 40 nights
I will sit here in the desert till its alright
40 days and 40 nights
I will sit here in the...
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i spent the weekend in boone(nc)
it kinda sucked.
none of my friends were home...
this is really weird, when i update my other journals i feel like im talking to some one, now i just feel like im babbeling away...
while in boone i:
bonded with my little brother.
smoked to much.
ate a huddle house.
tasted some nasty ass beer.
watched some dumbass...
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it kinda sucked.
none of my friends were home...
this is really weird, when i update my other journals i feel like im talking to some one, now i just feel like im babbeling away...
while in boone i:
bonded with my little brother.
smoked to much.
ate a huddle house.
tasted some nasty ass beer.
watched some dumbass...
Read More
i spent the weekend in boone(nc)
it kinda sucked.
none of my friends were home...
this is really weird, when i update my other journals i feel like im talking to some one, now i just feel like im babbeling away...
while in boone i:
bonded with my little brother.
smoked to much.
ate a huddle house.
tasted some nasty ass beer.
watched some dumbass...
Read More
it kinda sucked.
none of my friends were home...
this is really weird, when i update my other journals i feel like im talking to some one, now i just feel like im babbeling away...
while in boone i:
bonded with my little brother.
smoked to much.
ate a huddle house.
tasted some nasty ass beer.
watched some dumbass...
Read More
if your wondering why all the dates are the same on my journal...
about 4 days ago i figured i would stat useing this thing...
i soon foud exactly how hard it is to pry a boy away from world of warcraft...
it took me 4 fucking days...
to get things rolling im going to post some of my old entrys from my deadjournal...that way...
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about 4 days ago i figured i would stat useing this thing...
i soon foud exactly how hard it is to pry a boy away from world of warcraft...
it took me 4 fucking days...
to get things rolling im going to post some of my old entrys from my deadjournal...that way...
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im feeling sorry for myself.
i have the worst mood-swings ever.
i have very bad taste in music.
my legs are about two inches to short to ever look really good, also perhaps a few shades to light.
my fingernails always look dirty no matter how many time i wash them.
im biased, and hardheaded.
im also not very interesting.
im very pick about what...
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i have the worst mood-swings ever.
i have very bad taste in music.
my legs are about two inches to short to ever look really good, also perhaps a few shades to light.
my fingernails always look dirty no matter how many time i wash them.
im biased, and hardheaded.
im also not very interesting.
im very pick about what...
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i hate you all.
and after several mostly finished posts have been torn apart by someone who has deemed themslves my editor, i have decided that that is all i have to say.
and after several mostly finished posts have been torn apart by someone who has deemed themslves my editor, i have decided that that is all i have to say.
im feeling bitter and that mean its time for an up date.
i got rained on today, it sucked ass. i was walking too and damn if a nice walk can turn to complete shit in the rain.
im lonely.
mallorie has the blues. mallorie is preparing for meltdown. mallorie is being over emotional. mallorie is posting liz phair lyrics. mallorie needs to sit down...
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i got rained on today, it sucked ass. i was walking too and damn if a nice walk can turn to complete shit in the rain.
im lonely.
mallorie has the blues. mallorie is preparing for meltdown. mallorie is being over emotional. mallorie is posting liz phair lyrics. mallorie needs to sit down...
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ive been reading elliot smith lyrics and now im depressed.
i, prior to reading anything said to myself "gee if i were going to kill myself i would so put an elliot smith CD on" not that im going to do anything of the sort.
ahhh depression by choice, i feel like shit.
and now thanks to my own self destructive nature and a dead...
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i, prior to reading anything said to myself "gee if i were going to kill myself i would so put an elliot smith CD on" not that im going to do anything of the sort.
ahhh depression by choice, i feel like shit.
and now thanks to my own self destructive nature and a dead...
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