phelonie

you know those wonderful summer rains...
and the thunder...

fuck that shit, i just got stuck in a fucking STORM, and not in my car either...not that my car has windows...anyway, i was walking to get some cigaretts, and well, then i was dripping wet, no warning, nothing just a nice cool summer day(and in raleigh the "cool" part should have been a dead give...
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ahhhh, i moved and the internet went away...im back now.
im been wanting to update for the past week, ive had 1,000,000 things to say, and now i cant think of them...i want to write a book on puppy love, but i think i might offend people by calling it that. give me your thoughts...and stories if you dare...hell if you care to take the...
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i went to jail.
it sucked ass.
all over having the wrong tags on my car.
i was only driving the car because Boy's breaks went out.
i was in a holding cell for 4 hours, with a woman who had just put a kitchen knife in her ex's back, he could die...i held this womans hair while she puked...i was about to shit my...
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just a little over dramatic:


good song:
Instead of beating me up
you should be giving me hope
Instead of bringing me down
you should be lifting me up
instead of starting a fire
you should be heating things up
I'd never leave you there
screaming for my love
-Aqueduct
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ive been feeling very liz phair fuck and run as of late.
i...
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i need a smoke.

im alone, it sucks...for months now i dont think i have really just sat down alone.
no one replys to my emails and im begining to think i lost all my friends a long time ago.
my father emailed me a said he wanted to be a part of my life "again" and that he wanted to know what was going ton in my life....
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let me roll in thorns for you baby
let me starve myself for you honey
forgive me please because I have sinned
let me get away from here

back then I was crooked heart
anything true just ripped apart

40 days and 40 nights
I will sit here in the desert till its alright
40 days and 40 nights
I will sit here in the...
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i spent the weekend in boone(nc)
it kinda sucked.
none of my friends were home...
this is really weird, when i update my other journals i feel like im talking to some one, now i just feel like im babbeling away...
while in boone i:
bonded with my little brother.
smoked to much.
ate a huddle house.
tasted some nasty ass beer.
watched some dumbass...
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i spent the weekend in boone(nc)
it kinda sucked.
none of my friends were home...
this is really weird, when i update my other journals i feel like im talking to some one, now i just feel like im babbeling away...
while in boone i:
bonded with my little brother.
smoked to much.
ate a huddle house.
tasted some nasty ass beer.
watched some dumbass...
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if your wondering why all the dates are the same on my journal...

about 4 days ago i figured i would stat useing this thing...
i soon foud exactly how hard it is to pry a boy away from world of warcraft...
it took me 4 fucking days...
to get things rolling im going to post some of my old entrys from my deadjournal...that way...
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