phedre

So get this, it'll make you members laugh:

I go to an SG's page, and I'll want to comment on her journal entry or something. But I'll get myself so nervous because I know they're all so fucking rad and why would they ever want to listen to a damn word I said, right? Meh. So not kewl enough to hang. So I get all awestruck by their wonderfulness and can't bring myself to say anything at all, because none of it sounds the least bit interesting or intelligent enough.

*giggles*

Recently I've been much in the problems area. I'm still really coming out of it. Leaving a boy who doesn't respect me, and hit me, and just verbally beats me down everyday. It hasn't been any good at all. Haven't really spent much time sober. It's been ridiculous really. So I'm through with that. Hell with it. I'm leaving him and spending some serious alone-time. I'm getting back to good.

Sorry for my lame-ass little four month absence. I'm back around and much better off now.