Holy fucking shit dude.
I am so damn tired. I worked 21 hours this weekend. I worked 9 of those on Easter Sunday running the fucking store by myself with no one else there. I'm thinking at this rate, I am going to burn out really fast. Today is my day off. But I have this sinking feeling that they will call me in tonight.
It's hard to go from not having a job in months to working 45 hours a week, and at varying shifts. Sometimes evenings, sometimes mornings. My sleep is fucked. I feel tired all the time. I know I'll snap into the swing of it here eventually. At least, I hope so.
And to top it off, they only pay me $7/hr, so I'm looking for another job to work at part time. Cause I so can't make enough money for everything. I need to move. Bad. And I need to get a car. And I am so fucked. Anyone wanna let go of a car for a grand or less? I didn't think so...
My life is still completely lame. And I never have time to play music anymore, which really sucks. I wanna work on my music because when I can't, I feel like a part of me is dying. Like my soul is withering up and dying and I'm just an empty shell.
First thing I'm buying though, once I get some money saved away, is a keyboard. I grew up always having a piano around, from age 3 until age 15. And I would love to have one again, but what with being poor, I'm gonna try for a decent keyboard. And I know it will only help me with my guitar. But I can pick out chords and melodys easier on piano, I always have. That's what's keeping me going right now. If I make enough overtime at work, maybe I can get a keyboard soon and write some more songs. Maybe. Hopefully.
Hope all of you wonderful people are happy and well.
I am so damn tired. I worked 21 hours this weekend. I worked 9 of those on Easter Sunday running the fucking store by myself with no one else there. I'm thinking at this rate, I am going to burn out really fast. Today is my day off. But I have this sinking feeling that they will call me in tonight.
It's hard to go from not having a job in months to working 45 hours a week, and at varying shifts. Sometimes evenings, sometimes mornings. My sleep is fucked. I feel tired all the time. I know I'll snap into the swing of it here eventually. At least, I hope so.
And to top it off, they only pay me $7/hr, so I'm looking for another job to work at part time. Cause I so can't make enough money for everything. I need to move. Bad. And I need to get a car. And I am so fucked. Anyone wanna let go of a car for a grand or less? I didn't think so...
My life is still completely lame. And I never have time to play music anymore, which really sucks. I wanna work on my music because when I can't, I feel like a part of me is dying. Like my soul is withering up and dying and I'm just an empty shell.
First thing I'm buying though, once I get some money saved away, is a keyboard. I grew up always having a piano around, from age 3 until age 15. And I would love to have one again, but what with being poor, I'm gonna try for a decent keyboard. And I know it will only help me with my guitar. But I can pick out chords and melodys easier on piano, I always have. That's what's keeping me going right now. If I make enough overtime at work, maybe I can get a keyboard soon and write some more songs. Maybe. Hopefully.
Hope all of you wonderful people are happy and well.
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