Time to update. Packing sucks. As of Thursday, I will only be on when I can use a friend's net access until I get settled in my apt. and get my own.
*sniffle* I will miss you all.
Thanks for everyone's help with my little dilemma. I think I will try and stay with my female friend, or else just park my car somewhere and...
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Thanks for everyone's help with my little dilemma. I think I will try and stay with my female friend, or else just park my car somewhere and...
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oldschool:
strawberries
misterjesus:
My favorite fruit is most certainly the quince.
Bored out of my freaking mind because I wanna just put all my stuff in the car and go already! But I have to wait a few more days
So, advice: when I get down there, I won't be able to move into my apt. yet. So I have offers from two friends to stay with them until I can move into my apt. One...
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So, advice: when I get down there, I won't be able to move into my apt. yet. So I have offers from two friends to stay with them until I can move into my apt. One...
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chaosmachine:
Look lieks it is the girl, heh i think we'd all let you crash at our places if we lived there 
silencenoir:
I say go with the female, less trouble.
and damn you're a cutie!!
and damn you're a cutie!!
Well, I suppose I should update. My friend Ivy's coming over. Chad's giving her a ride. I will dazzle them both with my sexy outfit (well, kinda normal, everyday clothes, but it looks hot) and my new colors in my hair (I look like a dark mottled rainbow of sorts, lol).
And, if we all lived in my fantasy world, they would stop being so...
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thecowboy:
...soul...soul...soul...you got it...and you go and make it all stronger...keep on ridin, cowgirl!...
red_bess:
hey, glad to see your finally movin!
why is it that when we just wear normal clothes, and dont make a HUGE effort people say we look our hottest? maybe we should listen to them more often, certainly cuts down the getting ready time!
hope you got to your party ok, whilst i am gonna sit on my ass and update myself on all i have missed on here in the last month.

why is it that when we just wear normal clothes, and dont make a HUGE effort people say we look our hottest? maybe we should listen to them more often, certainly cuts down the getting ready time!
hope you got to your party ok, whilst i am gonna sit on my ass and update myself on all i have missed on here in the last month.
So, to everyone who read my last journal entry:
He called later that night and was all calmed down. And I asked if he was sorry and he said not for everything. I asked what he wasn't sorry for and he said "For getting an attitude when you did." So I explained that I was just trying to figure out when he'd be home so...
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He called later that night and was all calmed down. And I asked if he was sorry and he said not for everything. I asked what he wasn't sorry for and he said "For getting an attitude when you did." So I explained that I was just trying to figure out when he'd be home so...
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tarbaby:
muahahaha! we have been going nutzy in there-almost 2000 comments so far. thirtyseven isn't home,but as soon as she gets in she'll approve all the girls who applied today.
My friend just made me feel like absolute crap again. I called him because I'm going to visit my sister and on the way there, I don't have a signal. So I wanted to call before I left and ask him when we'd talk tonight. Cause I always go out to the bars with my sister and I never hear my phone or feel it...
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syd67:
Sounds like he had a lot of frustration building up. Forget about it and have fun. If you already have, I hope you're not too hungover.

thecowboy:
...yes...try forgetting about this drip and hang with the people who really care right now...sisters are the best anyways, huh?...in fact i bet you have alot of fun with your sis most of the time...hit it up!...and next time you see this guy, kick em in the penis-balls...
Packing sucks. I've never liked it. But I guess it's one of those things you have to do if you want to move somewhere way kewler than where you live now. *sigh* It's just so tedious and time-consuming and boring.
My ex is being a little prick and he made me cry again yesterday. For two damn years, he has not yet learned how to...
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My ex is being a little prick and he made me cry again yesterday. For two damn years, he has not yet learned how to...
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syd67:
I know. Packing's the worst, as I can't pack worth a damn anyway. But hey, think of what you'll be leaving for and what you're leaving behind. You deserve to be happy, not to have miserable people bring you down with them. If I was your real-life-in-person friend, I'd be sad to see you move and would want to hang out with you as much as I could.
syd67:
I'm glad...and you're welcome. what kind of guitar do you own/play? I've meant to ask you that before.
Hey everyone! I'm back. I'll have to go check out all the AMAZING sets that went up while I was away. I'm moving down there (to San Antonio) next weekend! SO fun, so wonderful. And I'm so exhausted. So off to take a nap and then will come back and catch up with all of you wonderful people.
~Love and kisses for you all~
~Love and kisses for you all~
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paleenchantress:
i have missed you so much gorgeous !! im so so glad you are back *yay* !!
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thecowboy:
...was wonderin what happened to ya!...
Well, I'm leaving tomorrow morning fairly early. I'll be gone for two weeks and don't know how much net access I'll have. So if I'm MIA, you know what's up. Today was horribly sad for me. My ex came by to see me, but only for like 30 minutes. And you can tell he doesn't trust himself to get too close to me. It's awful....
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thecowboy:
...you doin okay out there?...
gunterx:
hey, Girl
good luck
kisses
good luck
kisses
It's gonna be another one of those sleepless nights *sigh*
And this is a waste of a journal entry. I'm so bored that I want to write one, but that same mind-numbing boredom keeps me from having anything of importance to say.
Everyone else enjoy your sleep for me!
And this is a waste of a journal entry. I'm so bored that I want to write one, but that same mind-numbing boredom keeps me from having anything of importance to say.
Everyone else enjoy your sleep for me!
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rxqueen:
the fact that you list Self as one of yr favorite bands excites me.
i hope you were able to get some sleep.
i hope you were able to get some sleep.
purpledaisy:
i have been suffering of boredom too lately, must be spreading through the air, i swear it is going to kill me, much love and hopefully you are having some fun now. 
Thank to everyone who was worried about me! Cause I can't stand making people worry about me. So that snapped me out of it I think. Or at least, made it to where I can control it And I'm quite proud to add that I never gave into the urge to do drugs. I know, I sound like some commercial or something "It was hard...
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tadzi:
what do you mean no more stealing? youve stolen my heart!
sorry i know taht was cheesy, but it was right there and i had to take it. please do not take advantage of my silliness by telling me i suck in my journal
sorry i know taht was cheesy, but it was right there and i had to take it. please do not take advantage of my silliness by telling me i suck in my journal
Shoplifted more today. Bad Emily and I. We are naughty girls. No more for at least a week. *laugh* No, it's weird. There wasn't much point. But well, only the 4th time I've done it. Maybe I'll understand it later. Or maybe I'll just stop. I know somewhere in my mind that this is kinda self-destructive, doing bad things. But I'm tired dammit. Being good...
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syd67:
Sounds like you got a lot of anxiety built up. It's hard to focus on something when you just wanna let loose and lose control. Be careful though. We don't wanna see you get in trouble. naughty... :wink:
tingdang:
One of my exes stole a duck, that's right a duck, from the fridge of a restaurant she worked at. Top that.
Just so everyone knows, my example from the last journal entry (I have a new girlfriend. Thus, I must of course be an absolute asshole to every other girl I know, especially my ex) was how my ex is being, NOT how I'm being. I'm not all evil like that, don't have it in me. I can't be mean to people for no reason. Doesn't...
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tadzi:
hey, just wanted to say pic #6 is beautiful. those eyes and that smile are intoxicating
syd67:
Those pics your friend took are great. You're such a beautiful gal, Phedre. Sorry to hear about your boredom. I bet you'll have a blast in Texas though.