phaseish

This is my depressing blog about my depressing life,That I am just being a little bitch about really.

I haven't written a bunch of times about my JOB I just hate sales, I hate getting on the phone I hate trying my best and I get nowhere and I am sicking of jumping all these hoops for quotas just to get money that I rightfully deserve and being penalized for it.My attendance is all fucked up and I hate even going to work .I am getting fucked by the white man they get like 65 dollars for every sale and I get nothing or 2 dollars.

I need the money & down here its damn hard to find a job, It sucks to find a job and I think I would rather go to work then find a job! but I HATE IT.I feel like those people that say they wanna do something and never do it i HAVE felt like this for a few weeks now It's kind of bothersome.It makes me feel anxious.I feel unsuccessful this is twice a job has fucked me over one was my career job and now this one hmmm I hate money we should go back to trading salt the world will be at peace I need to get back to what I wanna do somehow without completely being fucked by my bills.Which is impossible here. I need to move i Just need like 400 dollars and get the fuck out of here Brad pitt style.


Thank heavens for music & Health cause I would be insane right about now & Thankfully I Hate drinking if not I would be a total fucking mess.

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on the bright side at least I am not a mexican villager from the 1500's about to get my heart ripped out on an altar to make it rain for the rain god.I have health and I do have a "Job" In this day age that is something to say because the economy to find one just fucking sucks everywhere. I just wanna go back to the studio life I was in 2 years ago.

But lullabee & gogo & radeo

made my day.





that is fucking amazingness.


she is perfect



Pinkallday


there r some others I still hope turn pink ah well.



my plaything that I like.






Being a Cam whore.


my dog always gets dirty idk wtf?




I don't like that pic.




Glasses still weird me out.







not on her though mmmmmm