All I want to do is sleep. Not the regular kind of sleep, the I just woke up and it's 1pm, and I have three finals in the next three weekdays, but I don't care kind of sleep.
And I'm not eating. I just don't have an appetite. I think I've lost 10 pounds since September.
if it helps
i've been there
on and off
for the past 2 years
have to think
about eating
want to sleep
most of the time
if i had the answer
i'd tell you
i just keep trying
and hoping
that when all the shit
finally goes away
i'll end up
where i wanted to
Today I took my car in to have the clutch replaced. They said it would be done by the end of the day. I took the shuttle home and slept from 9am until 1pm. It felt sooo good.
Then I did some laundry, dishes, and vacuumed.
At about 5pm I called to see how my car was doing, and they told me it wouldn't be... Read More
I've been a bad update-er. So here's an update. It's probably gonna be a long one.
First off, I have been super busy with school lately. I swear those people are trying to kill me. I have at least one test a week. Not a quiz, but a big, huge, get no sleep for at least 2 days before the test, test. I hate tests.... Read More
Yeah, really. I was supposed to move a year ago, but then I started hanging with everyone and started to actually like Portland a little. But I feel like if I don't get out now, I won't ever get out. There are things that I need to see and do and now seems like the time to do it.
Hi sweetie. Thanks...I'm all better now! Sounds like you had a nice Thanksgiving as well.
Sorry to hear about the car....that sucks, especially with Christmas right around the corner!
The pic of you and your daughter is beautiful! Great pic!
Take care and good luck with your tests!!!
Hmmmm....I just looked up and realized that two of my sisters and one of my brothers are on Messenger right now. Geez...what a family of losers. All on the internet, cuz we have nothing better to do.
I saw the most beautiful sunset today on the drive home. I tried to take a picture, but my batteries were dead. It was gorgeous. It was bright... Read More
Well, don't be fooled, it's not like my class is difficult! It's just a medical terminology class, so it's basically just putting in the time to memorize all the stuff.
Monday was an absolutely beautiful day! I hope you had a good day cutting class
I hardly ever sleep. I hardly ever see my daughter. I jump through all the fucking hoops that are required, and she wants me to fucking do more. I hate her.
Today started out pretty crappy. My alarm went off for about an hour before I woke up. I really, really wanted to stay home, but I couldn't. One of the women I carpool with doesn't have a car, or a license, and the other one doesn't have a cell phone, and she had already left her house. So, instead, I ran around in a daze,... Read More
Thank you to everyone who went to dinner! I had a really good time.
I'm on a really bad wireless connection that I'm stealing from my friend's neighbor, or something, so I'm gonna go. (It's sooo slow!) I'll leave comments and stuff in journals tomorrow.
Sorry lady. . . the papier mache motherboards can only do so much. I hope your computer gets back on its feet real soon. I don't wish the Dellness on anyone, let alone nice people like yourself.