pharcyde

wee!!! no surgery for me!!
but i had to get my mouth cut open and its been bleeding for like an hour now. if it doesnt stop soon im going back.

off to find out if i need surgery or not


im actually a little nervous, fuck im supposed to be a schizoid!!!!

about 6 years ago i got the lower half of my face shattered getting hit with a 2'4. since then iv had tons of work getting it reconstructed, and even after surgery and years and seeing an orthodontist my teeth are still fucked up. i already had to get 6 teeth removed then today a big piece of another fell off. my guess is the...
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people are supposed to have feelings, its odd how some dont. i wonder how different id be if i werent a schizoid. im sure id see things a lot more complicated than theyd need to be. im glad im this way but im really starting to forget what emotions are like. i dont wanna be like this all my life, deep down even schizoids wanna...
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- 1st semester of oac everythings cool and i send an application to the university
- they tell me they requirements changed, my info is old, and il still need to pick up a calculas course before next september to get in.
- 2nd semester of oac i take calculas, someone at the university was out of the loop and insisted that i didnt need...
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the saga continues.... (see last entry)

NOW....

the place found my marks, but theyr wrong

this is why im destined not to go to university

- 1st year oac (university prep courses mandatory for ontario) i was taking only the courses i needed to. the university told me i had the requirements so i dropped out.
- later i was told "oh wait, we were wrong, you did need calculas. get a 60 in it and your in"
- i...
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a couple days ago i finally got dos dedos mis amigos by pop will eat itself, which is by far theyr best album. doesnt sound like such a feat but consider that they are totally an underground band, and theyr albums have never been easy to find, even before fucking 1994 when they broke up. i cant believe they broke up over 10 years ago...
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i was supposed to hit a rave last nite with a friend then check out a another guys set at a club, but since it was snowing all day the roads were fucked so couldnt.

insomnia sucks

and im not one of those wimps who are like "aww, iv been having trouble getting to sleep the last few days, im an insomniac, it blows!!"

iv been this way all my life (as all insomniacs are, not just people who have a stint of night woes). i didnt know people were supposed to fall asleep in under 10 minutes till i...
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