pharcyde

people are supposed to have feelings, its odd how some dont. i wonder how different id be if i werent a schizoid. im sure id see things a lot more complicated than theyd need to be. im glad im this way but im really starting to forget what emotions are like. i dont wanna be like this all my life, deep down even schizoids wanna be cared about. im not feeling sorry for myself, this is just reasoning, i know things will work out fine for everyone. still, im sure most people prolly think emotions are part of being human, and i cant even begin to imagine what non-schizoids feel.

i totally wanna get a mechanical heart tattooed over my real one. schizoids are described as automata.

... oh, and if you wanna get technical im not schizoid, which only occurs in schizophreniacs, im schizoid (premorbid), since i dont have schizophrenia.