- why does everyone want to eat my soul?!?!
- i found my keys and finally got home, so everyone who wished or didnt think it would happen should feel very pleased with themselves. pat yourselves on the back and try not to brake your spine.
- and im sure il do great on my chem lab tomarrow so everyone just keep your thoughts to yourself cuz i dont want to hear it.
- i am however going to need to skip calculas, chemisty and physics. i hate skipping classes, even though i learn better on my own and can hardly understand stuff being told to me. im so behind (though not too far really) and going to class makes me feel a little on top of things. i at least know where the rest of the class is.
- i hate parades and i know everyone in TO organized one today to mess up my drive to the grayhound station. you failed and i got to the station likity split.
- im tired but sleep is such a waste of time.
- those flying fire birds are back, but they didnt bring the scary demons this time. YET. (i know its just my imagination, its weird not being able to control it sometimes. thank god the hallucinations are weak).
- my family is my rock. theyre the only ones i can trust and theyr all at least 6 hours away.
i know all this stuff isnt true, after all it IS totally irrational, but i cant help but believe it, and theres nothing anyone can do to change it. its like if your not religious your not all of a sudden going to start believing in god when someone says one exists.
with stuff like this going through my head how am i supposed to concentrate on school?? and theres so many hurdles to go through to get commited. its gets lonely sometimes and exhausting.
- i found my keys and finally got home, so everyone who wished or didnt think it would happen should feel very pleased with themselves. pat yourselves on the back and try not to brake your spine.
- and im sure il do great on my chem lab tomarrow so everyone just keep your thoughts to yourself cuz i dont want to hear it.
- i am however going to need to skip calculas, chemisty and physics. i hate skipping classes, even though i learn better on my own and can hardly understand stuff being told to me. im so behind (though not too far really) and going to class makes me feel a little on top of things. i at least know where the rest of the class is.
- i hate parades and i know everyone in TO organized one today to mess up my drive to the grayhound station. you failed and i got to the station likity split.
- im tired but sleep is such a waste of time.
- those flying fire birds are back, but they didnt bring the scary demons this time. YET. (i know its just my imagination, its weird not being able to control it sometimes. thank god the hallucinations are weak).
- my family is my rock. theyre the only ones i can trust and theyr all at least 6 hours away.
i know all this stuff isnt true, after all it IS totally irrational, but i cant help but believe it, and theres nothing anyone can do to change it. its like if your not religious your not all of a sudden going to start believing in god when someone says one exists.
with stuff like this going through my head how am i supposed to concentrate on school?? and theres so many hurdles to go through to get commited. its gets lonely sometimes and exhausting.