phallen

My week off didn't exactly get off to the happiest start. I woke up monday morning to a voice mail on my phone telling me that someone i was at school with was killed in a motorcycle crash on saturday night. When i was little i was pretty good friends with him, but as we grew up we drifted apart. we hung out with different people, but we still stayed friendly. recently though all we'd do was wave to each other if we passed in our cars or say hi when we saw each other in the pub. Still his death kinda hit me hard. i haven't cried or anything, it just got me thinking about what i'm doing with my life. I mean, why do i carry on working in a job i'm not happy with, why don't i take my aunties offer and get her to help me move out to california? I don't know...i'm just not sure how i feel at the moment.

Sorry for the downer post, just needed to get some stuff off my chest.

on a more possitive note, the christmas cake i made on monday turned out really good