phade_away

having an ok day off. listening to a lot of stabbing westward and staind. gets me a little down but i'm ok with that. just feeling a bit lonely. i've always hated valentines day week. it makes me so depressed. i wonder. as of tomorrow it will be 6 or 7 years sense i've been in a real relationship (or truthfully been intimate with anyone). that could have something to do with my funk. i get so lonely sometimes.



I'm just another body down
Internal bleeding round and round
And all can think of are ways to die alone
And all can think of are ways to die alone

A portrait of my skeletal gain
Left selfish and hungry so feed me the pain
Escape reality with new pain
Then let the cycle start again

And all can think of are ways to die alone
And all can think of are ways to die alone
Dream of content a pain filtered farm
All I can say

Dreams are bad when all they do is leave the truth behind
Dreams are bad when negativity's a state of mind

Dreams are bad when all they do is leave the truth behind
Dreams are bad

-silverchair