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I'm Single now for 2 months and already I hate dating. I want to find a girl who is pleasent, can understand me by a wink or a raise of the eyebrow, and doesn't cheat on me. I DON"T NEED TO MARRY THIS GIRL. I don't even have to date her for more than 3 days or 3 months. But while I'm seeing someone I just want to see them. When to initalize that I feel is after the first kiss/ makeout. But apparently, thiis makes me INTENSE. Or TOO SERIOUS TOO EARLY. I just feel that even if I've only dated a girl 3 or 4 times. If we're on the kissing phase, I don't want to smooch her knowing some other guy did the night before. YUK! Even if I'm not crazy about her. Heck, if there was no romance after the first kiss then why bother seeing each other again anyway right? GROAN. I need a clue or Ativan.