pezboy7416

why are you so scared?..why are so afraid to have something you've wanted for so long?why can't you trust that i'm not going to hurt you?why do you have to keep telling me you love me it's just hard for you?whay can't you stop being so fucking afraid?........

questions i keep asking my amazing/scared g/f and i never can get a fucking response,,,,i know why she is..but i keep thinking if she could focus on the causes enough to voice her reasons and concerns she'd hear herself and see that there's nothing to fear from me but ever growing love and a constant stream from my head to ink to paper to you to tell you a thousand different things that i'm thinking and how much she amazes me and makes me feel that life actually has purpose. so i keep smashing my head and filling up notebooks with questions....i always have so many questions.......fuck!