pezboy7416

so i'm trying to understand the difference between being alone and being alienated....

alone seems to be fine with me.it's how i always end up and spend most of my time bue being alienated is starting to get to me. especially since i'm not sure what to do about it. feeling seems to be my curse. i wanna be numb and not care about anything.. but that's not gonna happen so i wanna at least figure out what the hell half of this shit is running around in my head.

hmm.....maybe it's just the heat.