pezboy7416

she reluctantly accepted my move to nyc....she misses me more every day she tells me every time i talk to her...she tells me last night that i can't move to l.a. because it's too far from her. the morning that it's snowing when the day before it's 55 and sunny....the morning that i have to get the ny post to send her because she wants to see my picture in it...she tells me she knows i'll always make her proud..she passes in her sleep, my world turns upside down......now she can visit whenever she wants....and no more waiting for her to call me..now she'll always hear me....it's still hard though....now there are only memories to listen to......it hurts...grandmothers who love you unconditionally and totally will always be too few and too weak to deal with this world for as long as we need them to....she's happier now.....when this sinks in i'll be happy for her.....just sad for me...