grass is always greener right?
Ive learned a ton this year. Before I had money and before I had my cosmetic work done and before I had love, a career and happiness....I had a ton of friends.
and now?
none.
it seems like the better and better I make myself the more it pushes people away. I cant find anyone relatable these days. Most people I know are miserable or looking for handouts. I feel like the only person I get along with is my boyfriend. He is ambitious, supportive and has never been jealous of any of the success Ive had. We met when I was poor and less attractive. He has always encouraged me to grow as a person and to reach my full potential, he is so unselfish and secure in our relationship. I wish I could find some friends who are on a similar path. Most people my age are still in school and partying. I did all that stuff when I was in high school and I hardly even drink now. Every time I hangout with a girlfriend i feel like they are jealous of my life. Very few people realize that their potential is unlimited. I came from absolutlly nothing. I barely finished high school. I just had dreams and took action..its a fairly simple concept. I guess I just feel lonely and im searching for balance in my life. I have focused so much on my career I forgot to focus on my personal life, Well now Im open to socializing and Im still hopeful there are people out there that I could be friends with.
Ive learned a ton this year. Before I had money and before I had my cosmetic work done and before I had love, a career and happiness....I had a ton of friends.
and now?
none.
it seems like the better and better I make myself the more it pushes people away. I cant find anyone relatable these days. Most people I know are miserable or looking for handouts. I feel like the only person I get along with is my boyfriend. He is ambitious, supportive and has never been jealous of any of the success Ive had. We met when I was poor and less attractive. He has always encouraged me to grow as a person and to reach my full potential, he is so unselfish and secure in our relationship. I wish I could find some friends who are on a similar path. Most people my age are still in school and partying. I did all that stuff when I was in high school and I hardly even drink now. Every time I hangout with a girlfriend i feel like they are jealous of my life. Very few people realize that their potential is unlimited. I came from absolutlly nothing. I barely finished high school. I just had dreams and took action..its a fairly simple concept. I guess I just feel lonely and im searching for balance in my life. I have focused so much on my career I forgot to focus on my personal life, Well now Im open to socializing and Im still hopeful there are people out there that I could be friends with.
As I always say - Do You