pete504

Ok so its almost been 2 months and wow too much has happened. One question how is it that 2 girls can completely fuck my mind up? One girl my ex i really shouldnt care about anymore she fucked me over and yet i cant get over her, and the other girl should be completely off limits she is my BEST friends exgirlfriend but i cant help but turn into butter whenever we hang out. I have probably ruined a 9 year friendship because of her. This past wed we went to TJ Quills a local bar we frequent and it was "Big Cup Night" They serve this what I call A "Blue Devil" but its called an Orlando Magic Its Blue and you cant taste the alcohol WHICH IS BAD!!! well sorta. Anyway we head out there start drinking and start talking about how we feel about each other a few hours pass and Im walking us to my car next thing I know there is alot of kissing and hugging and such. The drive home was the same way every red light and stop sign id stop for we had to kiss. I mean i have no regrets about what happened cause i mean i do like her ALOT, but i really dont want to lose a friend over this situation. As for the Ex we still hang out and talk but nothing more and everytime we do hang out and talk I want it to be more...I have no idea whats going on anymore.....These past few months have been complicated...to say the least....