Monday Mar 15, 2004

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well that was the last visit i'll ever have to my house in oregon. awesome.

my room was the best room in the history of rooms.... because i had no friends when we moved there, i spent days painting the damn thing. i know i shouldn't be so attached to stupid things, especially when i'm in bumfuck, vermont, but i want to go back... and i can't.

they're moving to coos bay. GROSS.

i'm really not in the mood to find my own place in portland. or anywhere.

i have no friends there (or anywhere, bahaha).. i used to but i suck at that shit. aaand montreal is just a joke now.

i really just want to belong somewhere..
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alistairmather:
see, i don't want belonging. i like having no attachments. life is so much more interesting when tomorrow i just might wake up and decide to say "fuck it" and wander off with my passport and my pen.

attachments only bind us. best to be free of everything, for then you are free to be anything.

and i like the possibilities anything offers.
madigan:
A couple of my good friends are moving to Portland in a few months. They're there now, looking at places to live and for job prospects. A part of me wants to go with them.

You'll figure shit out.

p.s. I dig the new profile picture smile

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