My grandma is going to do chemo again. I guess fighting back is better than just sitting and letting it kick her ass. I'm still so worried about it, though. Her body is still recovering from her previous chemo treatments. It took such a toll on her last time... I just hope she can handle it. She almost died the last time because she was...
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My grandma has cancer again. She was just getting better. She was putting on weight, her hair had just grown back, and she and my grandpa were thinking about moving to Florida for the winter. The family was getting settled down, and Christmas was going to be stress-free... and now this goddamn cancer has come up again.
I've never really thought about a life without...
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This weekend was amazing.
Chicago was amazing. The weather was amazing. My future house is amazing. The show was amazing. Mr. Submarine was amazing. My new creepers are amazing. Dapper Dan is amazing.
Then I came home. And now everything sucks again.
I realized when I was in Chicago that I have a lot to learn about... well... pretty much everything. This weekend, I felt...
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Chicago was amazing. The weather was amazing. My future house is amazing. The show was amazing. Mr. Submarine was amazing. My new creepers are amazing. Dapper Dan is amazing.
Then I came home. And now everything sucks again.
I realized when I was in Chicago that I have a lot to learn about... well... pretty much everything. This weekend, I felt...
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hi_bias:
bummer.
i was smoking cloves inside the metro last year, and it did feel really weird. smoking indoors is such a novelty to me.

i was smoking cloves inside the metro last year, and it did feel really weird. smoking indoors is such a novelty to me.
I'm going to Chicago today!!! I'm so excited!!!
I'm pissed that Ian's having a Thanksgiving meal with his family, but since mine is later in the afternoon, I can't go to it. And he asked me if I wanted to go eat with his family... that's a big no. Watching his dad get sloshed and eating hippie food doesn't work for me. Not enough starch...
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I'm pissed that Ian's having a Thanksgiving meal with his family, but since mine is later in the afternoon, I can't go to it. And he asked me if I wanted to go eat with his family... that's a big no. Watching his dad get sloshed and eating hippie food doesn't work for me. Not enough starch...
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labelleariel:
have fun, happy thanksgiving!

So, I'll be in Chicago in a couple of days. My boy and I have limited spending money, so I have to choose which of three things I want to get. I want...
-A hookah
-A piercing
-Some new stompy goth boots (considering my old ones are COMPLETELY fucked).
I've only got money for one of these. What should I get?
-A hookah
-A piercing
-Some new stompy goth boots (considering my old ones are COMPLETELY fucked).
I've only got money for one of these. What should I get?
labelleariel:
piercing!
I have had SUCH a bad day.
It's not like any one big thing has gone horribly awry... but rather, a bunch of smaller things are adding up to make this a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day.
First off, I didn't realize how cold and wet it had gotten last night. So, lack of this knowledge leads me into my first situation...
I...
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It's not like any one big thing has gone horribly awry... but rather, a bunch of smaller things are adding up to make this a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day.
First off, I didn't realize how cold and wet it had gotten last night. So, lack of this knowledge leads me into my first situation...
I...
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hi_bias:
i know the feeling. some fucker stole my debit card (which also functions as a credit card) and spent $40.83 at a circle s (which i have never been to in my life) when i only had $29.99 in my account. so then my sweet paycheck went towards overdraw fees, and i couldn't even get my paycheck out of the bank anyway without my debit card, and it's a good thing i'm going home tomorrow, because i have one prozac left and can't afford any more.
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I've compiled a long list of random things people may or may not need to know about me. If you read this, I may or may not give you a dollar. So you may or may not want to read on...
I love rap music (both new and old-skool). I like getting my nails did, particularly with obnoxious designs and diamonds. I like saying "getting...
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I love rap music (both new and old-skool). I like getting my nails did, particularly with obnoxious designs and diamonds. I like saying "getting...
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antrdunc:
awesome. i hear you on that damn alert system. Don't you think they would update the microphone that person uses. It's like the guy's trapped and this is his only way of telling anyone. I turn the tv off and on trying to out-run it.
Rap is excellent.
Never got my nails or hair did, my mom's gotten a tight Ghetto originated, corn-roll braid.
I only go to class stoned, thats my get ready regime. I'd smoke a bowl and not eat before class. I do better than all of my sober ones in class.
I dumped a friend for trying to touch my mom while she was asleep. I dumped him with wrath.
Rap is excellent.
Never got my nails or hair did, my mom's gotten a tight Ghetto originated, corn-roll braid.
I only go to class stoned, thats my get ready regime. I'd smoke a bowl and not eat before class. I do better than all of my sober ones in class.
I dumped a friend for trying to touch my mom while she was asleep. I dumped him with wrath.

So (I feel like I start too many sentences with "So"), in a week, I'm going to be in Chicago. I'm thrilled as hell, to be completely honest. My lovah's mom gave him some extra money so I could go... it's funny, she'll give us extra money so I can go up there with him on vacation, but she absolutely HATES the idea of me...
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Life is getting kind of stressful at the moment. It's the kind of stressful that makes you feel guilty because you know that your problems are very miniscule compared to others', but you still can't help but panic.
I have no money. At the beginning of the school year, my parents told me that I didn't have to have a job for my first semester,...
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I have no money. At the beginning of the school year, my parents told me that I didn't have to have a job for my first semester,...
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Sooo, I really need to delete this account soon. I have until December 1st to do so. I guess I better use this as much as possible...
Last night, I was supposed to go out and party at about 10:30. But around 7, we decided to go to Larry's house. While I had a lot of fun, it was a big mistake.
I smoked out...
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Last night, I was supposed to go out and party at about 10:30. But around 7, we decided to go to Larry's house. While I had a lot of fun, it was a big mistake.
I smoked out...
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antrdunc:
I am the sleepy stoner in my group of friends, often waking up at 6 am and leaving as everyones in a vast dream land.

I posted this on my MySpace, but I figured some people might enjoy it here, as well.
Things I Have Learned In My Time
-Those anti-drug commercials are completely bogus.
-Copying is NOT a form of flattery... it's actually annoying as shit.
-"Lying" and "Avoiding the Truth" are the same thing.
-If it's REALLY cold outside and you don't have any good winter clothes, layer!...
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Things I Have Learned In My Time
-Those anti-drug commercials are completely bogus.
-Copying is NOT a form of flattery... it's actually annoying as shit.
-"Lying" and "Avoiding the Truth" are the same thing.
-If it's REALLY cold outside and you don't have any good winter clothes, layer!...
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Last night, I dressed up for Halloween as the puppet from Saw. My costume was amazing, scary, and strangely adorable.
I went out and drank a ton of vodka and smoked some hash...
I then proceeded to sprain (and come very close to fracturing) my wrist and break yet another digital camera.
So now, I'm in a splint, I have another camera that doesn't work...
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I went out and drank a ton of vodka and smoked some hash...
I then proceeded to sprain (and come very close to fracturing) my wrist and break yet another digital camera.
So now, I'm in a splint, I have another camera that doesn't work...
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rigormortis:
Commenting on your last journal entry... bring him into an adult novelty shop (ie Priscilla's on west 3rd street) and find a toy, movie, lingerie... something... that you haven't experienced before. There are plenty of options for whichever sexual path your desires take you. Haha, that sounds cheesy but it's true.
sorry about your gramm. she sounds like a tough cookie though. i mean c'mon. your her kin....