Fucking gods. I am so irritated and angry right now. Looks like I won't be doing a webcam because it seems like my boyfriend can't fucking handle it. He's been throwing a hissy fit ever since I showed him a couple websites I was interested in. He's such a hypocrite...he's the one who originally supported the idea. Now there's all this weird tension between us and I can already tell that my life with him would be a living hell if I went through with it.
I just feel like ripping my hair out.
I'm not a drinker but I'm breaking out the wine.
Also, I've gotten SO many messages from a lot of you questioning whether I thought you are one of the "horny johns" I mentioned....NO!!! Like I said, if I chat with you on a regular basis, I do NOT think of you this way. When I said that, I mean all these creepers on the site with no profile pics who are sending me explicit messages without even saying hello first.
I have loads of love for you guys so it makes me sad that some of you would question that, and I'm sorry, I should have put that differently. <3
Anyway.
Ugh.
I just feel like ripping my hair out.
I'm not a drinker but I'm breaking out the wine.
Also, I've gotten SO many messages from a lot of you questioning whether I thought you are one of the "horny johns" I mentioned....NO!!! Like I said, if I chat with you on a regular basis, I do NOT think of you this way. When I said that, I mean all these creepers on the site with no profile pics who are sending me explicit messages without even saying hello first.
I have loads of love for you guys so it makes me sad that some of you would question that, and I'm sorry, I should have put that differently. <3
Anyway.
Ugh.
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brightredscream:
Typical....you're not the first female I've heard of that's dealt with that
dolby:
Maybe, he just needs some time to deal with how he feels about it? Could you ask him ''to unpack his feelings''.......and just get to the raw, real reason of why he doesn't want you to do it? Might help. Hope so!! xxx