perplext

so i had a date tonight, and i don't really know what to say. it seems like i either find girls really young that aren't going to take things serious enough, or too old that want to take things too seriously.

i used to think not trying to date was lonely, but i think its even more lonely when you are trying to connect with people and just falling flat.

gotta keep trying though.

internet dating sites so far 0/3. girls i met in person 0/2.

where to meet people and how to know if someone has potential.

i can't believe how inept i am at this.

at least work keeps me busy and the labels going somewhere.

had some pizza, fiery furnaces weren't that great live, and i suck at gallaga.

also, why is it so hard when your hanging out with someone for the first time and nothing clicking and your getting bad feelings to just say, i don't think this is going to work out. i need to be willing to risk a temporary hurt of someone to be honest with them. maybe its not wanting to give up too early?

who knows.

i think this is the most depressed blog i've posted in a long time.

gonna go to nyc in april before coachella, so at least thats a happy thing.