I was looking at photosets today, Emylou's specifically, and felt like making a banner. You can see it in my pictures. 
the rally in MN was great and the team placed 1st in G2. mr. pro-rally-books' wife and parents joined us on this trip which gave everything a different spin and everyone really had a good time.
shit feels like it will never end sometimes. I am soo looking forward to the race in two weekend, though a little nervous and pushed to the limit with so much to do. Things seem to be coming together, though there is soo much yet to do. i really don't feel very good trying to do something (ie. race) when it makes things so stressful. my thoughts are becoming so random, i feel pulled in too many directions and with little ability to focus.
jen and i went to a white trash bbq a friend had last weekend and had quite a good time. she has been smoking a lot lately which is starting to bother me. i've been a little short with her lately and thats just not my way. i'm frustrated with other relating matters, our sex life mainly, though feel like i'm at a dead end. i don't know how to talk to her about some of this stuff anymore. it does seem like she cares about me and all though there is this other side to her that likes to hide things.
to shortcut a long story one of jen's friends asked who 'mjs' is. i wasn't sure at the time and didn't really care until the other day when i had a thought about jen's friend in CA, mike. jen has some kind of history with this guy, and i know does keep in contact with him and lately i'm wondering how often. i'm sure most of my worries are probably just because i feel disconnected from her. the days reveal the mystery.
...who was last?
the rally in MN was great and the team placed 1st in G2. mr. pro-rally-books' wife and parents joined us on this trip which gave everything a different spin and everyone really had a good time.
shit feels like it will never end sometimes. I am soo looking forward to the race in two weekend, though a little nervous and pushed to the limit with so much to do. Things seem to be coming together, though there is soo much yet to do. i really don't feel very good trying to do something (ie. race) when it makes things so stressful. my thoughts are becoming so random, i feel pulled in too many directions and with little ability to focus.
jen and i went to a white trash bbq a friend had last weekend and had quite a good time. she has been smoking a lot lately which is starting to bother me. i've been a little short with her lately and thats just not my way. i'm frustrated with other relating matters, our sex life mainly, though feel like i'm at a dead end. i don't know how to talk to her about some of this stuff anymore. it does seem like she cares about me and all though there is this other side to her that likes to hide things.
to shortcut a long story one of jen's friends asked who 'mjs' is. i wasn't sure at the time and didn't really care until the other day when i had a thought about jen's friend in CA, mike. jen has some kind of history with this guy, and i know does keep in contact with him and lately i'm wondering how often. i'm sure most of my worries are probably just because i feel disconnected from her. the days reveal the mystery.
...who was last?
emylou:
Thank you for the comment on my set! 
cureelise:
GETS ME HOT: smart, forward thinking, shy, pierced girls that are good kissers, with dark/short hair. digits like mainly 1's and 0's .... oh, oh, girls that tune? nifty gadgets!
