perilsensitive

Yay 2005

My ex-fiance lost her pregnancy (it was ectopic) and is now angry with me because I did not call to check on her. I know its not my responsibility anymore, but we were trying to be friends.

Now I feel like a serious asshole.

fantabulous way to ring in the new year.

*edited for clarification*

Not my baby. Her new guy's

And finally, this year will fade from existance. It is the first time that I will be thankful for my bad memory.

Good Riddance 2004

If you will excuse me, I am going to drown out what memory I have left.

I have returned triumphant! Hope everyone had an excellent holiday.

*poof*

I have returned triumphant! Hope everyone had an excellent holiday.

I am headed to Mississippi. I shall return next tuesday.

So ....

Merry Christmas!!!!!

The opposite of love is not hate, its apathy.

... part 2

I cannot leave here, I cannot stay,
Forever haunted, more than afraid.
Asphyxiate on words I would say,
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.

There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,
I'd share with you could...
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AFI - Untitled

We held hands on the last night on earth.
Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees,
screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves.
It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated
along the bottom of the river.
So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea...
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Man, I have a couple weeks left to muddle my way through the holidays.

I made myself a list of people to send cards to and buy gifts for. This is a big deal, as I haven't even signed my name to a card in 5 years (the ex handled all christmas stuff).

In other news, World of Warcraft is bidding on my soul.

I didn't get my lunch date. I am sad.