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Don't try to watch Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind drunk, just don't.
I suck, I've been putting off talking to Lipton. Avoiding his calls. I need to stop being such a pussy. But he's so scary. It sucks that it's only been two weeks that i've been seeing him. I should have known better.
Someone gave me a lecture/speech last night about how I haven't fallen in love because I'm so afraid of being hurt or rejected, that i will hurt someone before they can hurt me.
He asked if I found my soulmate, and with this person I would experience perfect love and happiness, but somehow I knew before hand that they were going to die prematurely. Would I fal in love with this person knowing this. Would the happiness be worth the hurt?
Then he started going of about Eternal Sunshine... and I stopped listening. But that question will haunt me.

Song of the Day: From Autumn to Ashes - "Short Stories with Tragic Endings"