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Monday Nov 15, 2004

Nov 15, 2004
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On one hand I am a big asshole.
But on the other, it's worth it to be able to talk to someone. About everything. And not lie or exaggerate or try to make myself sound cool. To tell them every stupid, dirty, ugly litlle detail about myself and feel like they know, understand and respect me for, well, at least saying it.
I've never talked to someone with no break in the conversation, it was...fluid.
I almost didn't do kareoke, my mind wasn't there. I didn't care that I couldn't remember what song I was singing.
So I am an asshole and I should come with a diclaimer.
But this one knew that, without me having to tell him, and within 20 minutes of knowing me.
It's comfortable and it's scary.

Song of the day: Modest Mouse - "The Ocean Breathes Salty"
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trilobyte:
Other people think the way you do about that, it's been explained. But I don't see it that way, it seems strange and sort of silly to me. But then, I'm a bit of a slut lol... More importantly, though, is to do what you think is right for yourself - regardless of how long or short a wait that means. smile

I'm done being special, now... bring on the hot naked chicks! As a man of science, I feel it's my duty to check out this warming action stuff wink

odi omnes
Nov 15, 2004
joscelyne:
Dear PERHAPSEVIL,

I'm crazy and I just wrote a journal entry elsewhere on how it'd be really odd to come with a disclaimer that says "Hey! I'm crazy!" every time I happen to do something crazy, or "abnormal", whatever "normal" means.

Love,
kiddo

PS Are you coming to dinner tonight?
Nov 16, 2004

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