Monday Aug 23, 2004

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I'm proud of myself. I haven't told anyone I know about my secret romance with CJ. I've only told my journal. Last night when we went to Starbucks my EX Boyfriend was there and he was with my brother. This is odd because my brother dissapproved of our relationship and he stopped talking to us. So I had to sit right next to him becasue that was the only space. All he said to me was "I have one of your books" and I told him to keep it. He looked bad like he hadn't showered or shaved in some time. He just looks like he's wallowing in self pity. Uggh. And I saw pictures of CJ's ex girlfriend yesterday and now I feel weird becasue she's way prettier than me. I wish I hadn't.
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valen:
Not sure if this even matters, but non-SG members can read your journal. Unless you make it private fromt he public, they can access your journal and the message board. They just can't use any of the sites other features. I had a friend on here get in a little hot water because she vented about problems in real life and the problem found out about it and read what she said.

By the way, I don't think I have ever come across a Steve Guttenburg fan before. I do have to say that the Police Academy movies and Three Men and a Baby were very good.
littlequeenie:
There is a reason she is an ex. Just like there is a reason starbucks boy is an ex. Just because someone is hot it doesn't mean that they are interesting, intellengent or any of the good qualities of a person.

In fact, in his eyes she may not even be pretty. There was this guys I used to lust after, he seriously was the hottest guy on the planet. after we started hanging out more, I came to the realization he was unimaginative, not smart, not even funny. Now when ever I ran into this guy, I don't even find him the least bit attractive anymore.

However it is okay to take a second a feel bad. It's a normal reaction I know I've done it a few times. However don't dwell on it. There is a reason he is with you and not her.

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