perhapsevil

I am stupid, stupid, stupid. James just told me that he is "not in the position to have a girlfriend right now" which means he was only looking for sex. So now i'm getting a taste of my own medecine and it sucks, sucks, sucks. Usually i'm the one just looking for sex. Figures, he's a taurus too. Matt just came in and asked me what's wrong and I told him and he laughed at me, his hyena laugh and he said something about humble pie not tasting so good. Jerk. Then he tried to hug me and I cringed and hid. That's the last thing is a dirty, sweaty hug, he petted my hair instead, it's sad he's the only person who's said anything about my new hair cut. I told James and he said that it didn't look any different. I feel like I have a fever. I've felt odd the past two days like a medecine head feeling but I'm not on anything. I just realized what it is, I don't think I can eat fish because I always feel weird afterwards and yesterday i had Wahoos. I hate this, serves me right for having feelings I need to turn back into the cold hearted man hating bitch i once was. Or only date girls from now on. That sounds like a good plan. I'm going to go look at Twwly that'll make me feel better.