perfectly_flawed

I have been slowly cleaning out my house.. Yep that;'s right. going though all my shit and getting rid of everything that has been holding me back. It's like I am throwing away my insecurities in a way.

I have been super busy lately.. My sis and myself went and saw the KIllers on fri then Fall out boy on Sat. I told her I would go with her becase of her bday comming up and graduation.. They were great shows.. I really miss going to concerts and enjoying being out without my lil one. But then I get this huge guilty feeling...
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SO things are starting to look up a little bit. It's nice. I'm glad things are slowly getting better.. MY baby is 4 months old today.. It seems like yesterday he was just lying in my arms.. Now he will not sit still. I still havent got a court date fot the Child support.. Oh well it will happen soon enough.. Ive just been picking...
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My life is in a severe black whole. Enough said.. I hate Sperm donors!! I just want them to hurry up and give me a court date.. I want all thsi to be over so I dont have to worry about being travis little puppet anymore.. I fucking hate him.. I hope someone serverly beats the living shit out of him... Or he gets put...
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It has been a crazy ass week alredy. wenta nd talked to my lawyer. SO She is getting trav bad. Since I gave him 350$ for rent and never paid it. Yeah very stressful. SO I had to call my dad, which he yelled at me for at least and hour telling me how stupid I was for trusting him. Blah blah blah.. Too much...
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I have been super busy with work and with Fallon. I am alive after all. Yea!. Oh I recieved some wonderful news this week. Travis has tha chick preggo. Yea the one he cheated on me with after I had his child. What a wonderful man. So I just paid 1100$ for a lawyer to finish my divorce and get his ass for child support....
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Sorry guys, I've been super busy. I started working again.. It's been rough leaving Fallon with his "sperm Donor" BUt I have to work to support him. It fucking sucks. But I need to keep thinking about the positive side to everything. I know it is hard but there is light at the end of the tunnel. When will i reach it fuck i will...
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So I've been thinking a lot lately. Well, over the past couple of days. I have this resentment towards my ex. I'm suck raising my child by myself while he is out playing doctor with his new chick. Complete bullshit.. He gets mad at me beacuse I dont ask him to go get diapers, formula, wipes, what ever i need. I shouldnt have to ask...
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So, I fell off hte face of the earth for a while. I have been very busy this past year. I found out I was preggers in April. THat was a long 38 weeks. I was sick the entire time, Rh factor, High bllod pressure, Toxic shock.. You name it i had it. after 16 hours of labor and pushing every 3 min for two...
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I fell off the face of the earth for a while.. I have been super duper busy with school and I had clinicals all weekend. I am so happy they are over with. I was to exhausted from everything so I took the day off from work. It;s very nice to be able to sleep in. PLus I have to get caught up on home...
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