It's been a very interesting weekend, My 5 year old neice watns to blow shit up. I asked my pops if us kids were like that. He said, "Since Shamus (my brother) learned how to strick a match, you've kids loved 4th of July." That's really scarry. That would probably explain my fear of lighting fireworks. Then again, I'm always the one in the lawn...
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Yeah It's Friday..
Why is it that everytime it storms I can actually sleep? It can be thundering and lightening, but I'm out like a light or in a very deep trance. I just find it odd.. I'n a very good mood today. I actually got more than 4 hours of sleep last night.. Damn those sleeping disorders.. Hopefully it will start to chill out once again..
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darqyn:
I cannot even fathom the emotions such experiences must have generated. I won't pretend to truly understand, but what good is being a strong, independent woman if its cost is so high? To be left with a cold heart and face a lonely life filled with regret is a fate far worse than any broken heart. If you truly did not believe in love, you would not have advised me as you did, and I have faith that someday we will both find love. There is hope, yet.
tinsoldier:
hi,
things are going good, just been the usual day to day. nothing special.
things are going good, just been the usual day to day. nothing special.
OKay, Well he finally called.. He said he freked out because of his feelings towards me. He finally came out and told me everything he's been thinking.. Very long conversation. Sill in awe from it all.. But everythign is alright yet again, He's drawing me up a tattoo, so maybe someday I will be able to afford it..
Well, I got an interview at the...
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devil_bitch:
Good luck with the interview. I am sure that you will get it. You are an amazing woman and that shines through.
And YESS you are beautiful. So pfftt!!
I had a blast today. I will have to make more trips to Lawrence. That wasn't as bad a drive as I remember. Besides you have witnessed the Hello Kitty addiction in full force and you didn't run.
And YESS you are beautiful. So pfftt!!
I had a blast today. I will have to make more trips to Lawrence. That wasn't as bad a drive as I remember. Besides you have witnessed the Hello Kitty addiction in full force and you didn't run.
devil_bitch:
Ok 3 may be pushing it but you should be happy. Talk to a peircer and see what they say. I don't really know. I haven't got the balls yet for one.
Well, where should I start? It's been a crazy as weekend... I went to Topeka to meet my friend Jennifer and her Preggo sister Krissy. They wanted to go to "Baby Images" to get a look at the new kiddo. Since Krissy is only 16 weeks, we couldnt wee much. Krissy lost a baby last year. Anthony (baby) brain was developing on the outside of...
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perfectly_flawed:
The best advise I have gotten for messing up a friendship*****
they ALWAYS think u want to have a Relationship beyond the friendship if there is sex. so wrong. he's scared and hiding. this is so annoying.
who knows...maybe he's confused b/c he actually likes u?
** I was right I knew he'd act all crazy, Yes I have tried to call him, but he is avoiding me.. So i guess the past is the past..No Use to cry over spilled milk..
they ALWAYS think u want to have a Relationship beyond the friendship if there is sex. so wrong. he's scared and hiding. this is so annoying.
who knows...maybe he's confused b/c he actually likes u?
** I was right I knew he'd act all crazy, Yes I have tried to call him, but he is avoiding me.. So i guess the past is the past..No Use to cry over spilled milk..
devil_bitch:
Let it go....If he really cares he will be back.
Then again I don't really understand men. That is so weird though, usually it is the chick who freaks. *shrug*
We should be in Lawrence by like 2:30. I will give you a call.
Then again I don't really understand men. That is so weird though, usually it is the chick who freaks. *shrug*
We should be in Lawrence by like 2:30. I will give you a call.
Okay, I was talking to my freind Gabriel again.. He said a comment that was really disturbing to me. he said, "yes i will always love you as long as you dont change." For some reason this little comment just hurt me really bad. 
I do not know where he was comming from when he said it.. then I asked him about it.. He said...
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darqyn:
Hey, I can be just as useless...besides, if you need to say anything to him, all I have to do is yell across the room...
devil_bitch:
Glad to hear that things went well with the surgery. Have fun this weekend and reports when you get back. *hugs* 
OKay here is complete randomness..
Can you get frost bite if you swam in a pool of ice cream on a summers day???
I know I have way too much time on my hands.. but it is kinda interesting..
Good news.. My bestest friend ever Gabe, will be up to see me in December after he gets back from Iraq.. That is the best news...
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Can you get frost bite if you swam in a pool of ice cream on a summers day???
I know I have way too much time on my hands.. but it is kinda interesting..
Good news.. My bestest friend ever Gabe, will be up to see me in December after he gets back from Iraq.. That is the best news...
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SO my friend Kristina calls me up today. She told me that she is driving up from Cali next week, and she's picking up her sis in El Paso. I'm so freakign excited.. I cant wait to see them both. I havent seen Krissy for about a year now.. NOw she's all Preggo again. I just cant wait.. Plus Jennifer is bringing up her Kiddo...
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valen:
Hope you had a great time on your date.
blossy:
Hi hi hope you have a good time and stuffers! Yay for friends coming.
Well, got a job working for a friend. I used to take care of him at the old place of employment. But the job doesnt start untill july. after they get the basement re-modeled for him to accomidate his wheelchair. But it's awsome. Me and Dustin get along great. So good shit maynard. He's going to work around my schedule when i get back to...
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devil_bitch:
Congrats on the job sweetie!! I am so happy for you. That sounds really great. Good luck with school too. I am really proud of you for that.
I really dont know what to say about your ex. That sucks. Gotta love the govt.
I really dont know what to say about your ex. That sucks. Gotta love the govt.
Well, Back to the good ole job search yet again. Not like it has ever stopped.. Gotta try the hospital in LAwrence again. I know i set too high of standards for myself. I just want to work in the ER. I told my ex this. And his response was "Are you going to be able to handle it?" NOw what the fuck is that...
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valen:
We left about 6 as well. We went over to the fountain in front of the Bus Station and washed our feet off, then walked to the car. Made it out of KC by 6:30, which was cool with me.
devil_bitch:
Good luck with the job search honey. You are a really great person and I wish you all the luck in the world.