Tuesday Oct 11, 2005

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Well, I just got off work. I gotta pick the kiddo up from school. take a small nap when my mother gets home. and off to work again at midnight.. What fun this shall be.. oh well it's 6 hours of Overtime.. I need the money..
tinsoldier:
... she works hard for the money..... wink
beryn:
kiss that is all!...... Ok i lied you get more than one! shocked kiss kiss blush

Friday Oct 07, 2005

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My brother leaves at 3am.. It sucks already. I think it is just the fact that I know he's not going to be around.. I will have no one to make fun of anymore.. DAmn it.. Plus I will highly miss all of his retarded jokes.. I guess we all become too familular with someone being there, and when they are gone, that is when...
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darqyn:
No, there's only loneliness with her. You need to be true to yourself. Be true to your emotions. It makes you beautiful. It makes you real.

Wednesday Oct 05, 2005

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I have been completely consumed in my emotions. MY brother is moving in Saturday morning to Austin. It's bittersweet from me.. we fight all the time. but If i need anything he is there.. Honestly he's been the one keeping me sane while living at my parents house.

A very close friend is getting back from Iraq in NOvember. I have been over come with...
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devil_bitch:
Numb is my constant state. Comfortably no. But definately numb. I hope that you feel better soon.
darqyn:
Keep feeling. It's worth it, unfortunately.

Tuesday Oct 04, 2005

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O-Tep "self made"

..no..

FIND THE DEFECT
THE REASON,
THE SOURCE OF ALL THIS MISERY
-- AND EXTRACT IT ... FOREVER.

WHAT HEALS ME - KILLS ME!


I'M A NATURAL ASSASSIN
A MASSACRE IN ACTION

I'VE NEVER KNOWN REMORSE
OR FELT ANY COMPASSION

THIS IS MY DRUG OF CHOICE
THE REASON DEMONS REJOICE

MY RAGE REMAINS
A BEAST UNTAMED

... I BET YOU'LL REMEMBER ME...
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Monday Oct 03, 2005

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UGGGGGGG!


This is my current mood!!
beryn:
smile!!!! I had to try lol, call me later or tomorrow or somethin lol maybe i can cheer ya up some biggrin

Sunday Oct 02, 2005

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I got good news today. A company I used to work for (Akal Security) is getting a sopena from the state of Kansas to turn over all past and present employees names and addresses. Yeah might sound a little odd right now, but they are getting sued for unpaid wages. once I recieve my letter, I will have 4 days to respond, Then that manes...
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Thursday Sep 29, 2005

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I am slowly starting to despise school again.. It seems like i get hell bend and determined to go back, but once I am there I fucking cant stand it.. MAybe it's the people I go to school with, I dont know exactly what is it.. I had theses bullshit pre-reqs I have to have.. I just want to go straight into the nursing acpect....
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devil_bitch:
Good luck with school. I am proud of you for doing this. It will get better.
arbcotoys:
I know the BS "required" courses are the main reason I had a bad experience in my previous stint at school. I've always just wanted to jump into what I want to do. It's really no different this time but I just know I have to do them. I guess what I'm really trying to say is, you have two left? Hang in there. It'll be SO much better afterwards. Good luck on your tests.

Monday Sep 26, 2005

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Why is it that all the good men are:

A. taken
B. Emotional fuckwits
C. Gay

My mind wonders a lot.
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iffykillsall:
Which am I?

a) taken
b) Emotional Fuckwit
c) Gay
or
d) Not, in fact, a good guy.
valen:
Thanks for the comments. It is amazing how calm they are both remaining though the whole process. It is like they woke up one morning and decided it was time for a change.

Are you going to the SG Lawrence show next month?

Sunday Sep 25, 2005

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OKay, I was really pissy earier today.. But I am better now after I showered, took a nap and got food into my system.. I'm exhausted.. I"m sriously thinking about swtiching jobs for the time being.. I am getting tried of CNA work....
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beryn:
i sadly know how this goes. I am lucky enough to have a job i dont despise atm, i do need to stop being so lazy and get my next couple certifications done with.
devil_bitch:
I freaking love Grey's Anatomy. I really thought I was going to get something done tonight but I had no idea that the season premires of Charmed, Desperate Housewives, and Grey's was gonna be on. I could see about being free on that day. Now gas money that is an entirely different discussion.

Saturday Sep 24, 2005

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Okay, so I got dragged out to go eat lunch with my grandmother and the rest of the family for her 70th b-day. I figured I would since I havent seen her in like 6 years. I pretty much wrote her off a long time ago beacuse she has never cared for our family. She never liked my pops so she kinda took it out...
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