perfectly_flawed

I Am feeling tons better, I just cant get over the sniffles and this cough. I will be at work tomorrow, even though I don't want to.. It sucks being an adult. I want to be a kid again, so I don't have to worry about so much stuff..

I have 12 tons of homework. My teach gave us a 12 page packet of worksheets, a take home test of 15 pages ( all essay questions) some more bones, tendons, muscles, and inscertion points. Pretty muc I have to learn the whole upper body in 1 week. not to mention the 13 pages of notes we took today.. This sucks. I need a great big stress reliever. 3 more weeks and I get fall break, that exciting. But I will be working 48 hours that week. I swear I am retarded at times.. I think I overstress myself on purpose so I can see how much stress my body can take.... I just want to be a kid again. I need to go out and get majorly fucked up..

I gave up completely on the opposite sex. I look, but then I think, "when do I have time for a relationship?" I'm balancing 32-40 hours of work, 12 hours of school, 35-40 hours a week babysitting. Just in 1 week.. I need to slow down.. I guess I will slow things down when I'm sitting in a nursing home having some college kid wipe my ass..