perfectly_flawed

This weekend completely wore me out. I have delt with too many children. I worked 12 hours on Saturday then another 4 today, which wasnt fun because I was recooping from a hang over... Waterbeds + drinking = spinners.. Not so much fun, PLus we had 3 people in the bed.. I visited a whole bunch of my friends I havent seen for a while.. Which was awesome. I miss them so freaking much.. I got asked out on a date.. Whoo Hooo... But I declined, the guy didnt realized I live about 2 hours away.. Whoops. But it was great, a good self esteem booster.. PLus I wasnt feeling it, Trying to stay away from boys for the time being, focusing on school..

My oldest sister called me today, very odd. We never speak to each other.. She said she is divorcing her husband.. I guess he treaten to kill her.. What is with my sisters being spineless? They both need to take thier balls out of thier purse and tell these evil men off. It just erks me so freaking much.. I guess she's trying to move back to Lawrence with her 4 children. I hope I dont become desinated babysitter for this sister too.. I'm refusing.. Since she would never let me see the kids before.. The last time I have seen the kids was in December..

I've had weird crazy thoughts go thoughout my head this weekend.. I just finally told myself to let go of everything that has been holding me back.. Which is amazing for me.. I've been so gaurded by my walls, I realized it's time to let people in my life, or I will die a lonely and miserable person..

I like spagetti, it's good.. I'm going to go get some..