Okay, I have have done nothing again this week. Went to the job interview, that was alright. The lady said I will have to go PRN, (as needed- for the non-medical peeps) untill I get my school schedule. Umm yeah. I got to go enroll and see how much money they will loan me. NAd take a pre-exam to get into LPN school.. Maybe someday I will actually have my RN.. BUt I can tell this is going to be a long process again.. I hate college, why can't it be free.. THAT's it, I'm going to squeeze out a kid so I can actually quilify for grants. I am only alowed to make 12,000$ to quilify for finincial aide. 
So yeah, that hardly enough money to live on.. OKay, you cant acutually live on that.. What strange and fuckt up rules this government has.. IT's the damnedest thing..
I have come to a conclusion, that I really need to leave my parents house. (yeah, I'm a looser I live with them.) Or things are going to start getting unfriendly.. I can only live with my mother for so long before we have a huge ass fight. I'm starting to get there. Hence, I never talk to her anymore. It's just mad crazyiness around here.. Too many diffrent opinions and too much drama.. I cant handle it anymore.. I'm going to explode..
I got a message from a really good friend today.. Currently serving in Iraq.. He said that one of his solidier's got killed. SO he's really bummed out about it.
. I hate all this.. This is the time tha he needs me the most and I cant do anything for him.. This is what kills me.. I wish there was something I could do for him, but there isnt much I can being so far away...
There's my shit, Gotta go job hunting again.. WHOO HOOO!!!
My Heart goes out to everyone in London..
So yeah, that hardly enough money to live on.. OKay, you cant acutually live on that.. What strange and fuckt up rules this government has.. IT's the damnedest thing..
I have come to a conclusion, that I really need to leave my parents house. (yeah, I'm a looser I live with them.) Or things are going to start getting unfriendly.. I can only live with my mother for so long before we have a huge ass fight. I'm starting to get there. Hence, I never talk to her anymore. It's just mad crazyiness around here.. Too many diffrent opinions and too much drama.. I cant handle it anymore.. I'm going to explode..
I got a message from a really good friend today.. Currently serving in Iraq.. He said that one of his solidier's got killed. SO he's really bummed out about it.
. I hate all this.. This is the time tha he needs me the most and I cant do anything for him.. This is what kills me.. I wish there was something I could do for him, but there isnt much I can being so far away...
There's my shit, Gotta go job hunting again.. WHOO HOOO!!!
My Heart goes out to everyone in London..