perfectly_flawed

Okay, I was talking to my freind Gabriel again.. He said a comment that was really disturbing to me. he said, "yes i will always love you as long as you dont change." For some reason this little comment just hurt me really bad. I do not know where he was comming from when he said it.. then I asked him about it.. He said I should never change, I am perfect just the way I am.. I am very far from "perfect", and honestly I would never want to be "perfect" to anyone.. I am my own person.. Maybe I am just being moody. I dont know.. I just dont understand.. If i change he wont be a freind, if I dont change I would be perfect. Maybe he has sand up his ass.


*** My ex got his neck surgery today.. He said everyhting went well, and he has a "magical" box implanted above his hip.. I really hope this surgery makes his cronic pain go away.. He is a great guy and doesnt deserve to go though all this.. Then again no body ever said life was easy..

** I really miss Peteyrocks useless comments..