Well.... I know i havent been that busy lately, I'm just lazy..
Me and my sis are doing okay. I want her to move out asap though.. she is driving me crazy.. She;s just a slob and doesnmt know how to pick up after herself.. so I'm left here being the maid.. I just want to kick her in the ass, plus she's been really moody.. Sister for sale anyone want one???
Oh yeah I got a new job doing agency CNA work. So i make my own hours.. and I get paid pretty good.. so i cant complain. Plus I have and interview with the LAwrence Hospital tomorrow.. SO things are slowly getting better.. I guess the past 3 years of bad luck are finally going away.. It's about time..
I talked to my best friend ever yesterday. He lives in Colorado and I havent seen him for 5 years. I'm having some horrible withdrawls from him.. He's been there for me when everone else turned their backs. It's just weird. I never thought I would let someone in my life like him.. I keep myself too gaurded. But i guess everythign happens for a reason.. I'm just going to road trip it out there.. Fuck it.. Anyonew wanna join??? lol..
My ex-boy friend called me on Easter. So that kinda bummed me out. He's the only guy I have ever loved. My friends keep telling me to let him go. But you cant help who you fall in love with.. He told me he had a girlfriend. and I guess that was the breaking point. KNowing that he has moved on, makes me happy yet sad at the same time. I know I will never have one of my best friends back. So that saddens me deeply.. but I am releaved that I can let go.. I was holding on to something that wasnt there.. Live is so trivial at times.
There is all the drama that the world brings me today.. Happy Late Easter to everyone.. I was in a state of solitude and didnt feel like talking.. But i'm all better now.. Just another one of life's lovely journeys. take care..
Me and my sis are doing okay. I want her to move out asap though.. she is driving me crazy.. She;s just a slob and doesnmt know how to pick up after herself.. so I'm left here being the maid.. I just want to kick her in the ass, plus she's been really moody.. Sister for sale anyone want one???
Oh yeah I got a new job doing agency CNA work. So i make my own hours.. and I get paid pretty good.. so i cant complain. Plus I have and interview with the LAwrence Hospital tomorrow.. SO things are slowly getting better.. I guess the past 3 years of bad luck are finally going away.. It's about time..
I talked to my best friend ever yesterday. He lives in Colorado and I havent seen him for 5 years. I'm having some horrible withdrawls from him.. He's been there for me when everone else turned their backs. It's just weird. I never thought I would let someone in my life like him.. I keep myself too gaurded. But i guess everythign happens for a reason.. I'm just going to road trip it out there.. Fuck it.. Anyonew wanna join??? lol..

My ex-boy friend called me on Easter. So that kinda bummed me out. He's the only guy I have ever loved. My friends keep telling me to let him go. But you cant help who you fall in love with.. He told me he had a girlfriend. and I guess that was the breaking point. KNowing that he has moved on, makes me happy yet sad at the same time. I know I will never have one of my best friends back. So that saddens me deeply.. but I am releaved that I can let go.. I was holding on to something that wasnt there.. Live is so trivial at times.
There is all the drama that the world brings me today.. Happy Late Easter to everyone.. I was in a state of solitude and didnt feel like talking.. But i'm all better now.. Just another one of life's lovely journeys. take care..