perfectly_flawed

I think this is the day that never ends. I had to say good-bye to all my friends today. Reality hsasnt set in that they are leaving in 2 days. Everything just seems so gloomy. But i know it's just the weather. (could of been the hangover too..) I cant belive they ahve only been home for 9 months, now they have to go back to Iraq again. It's just amazing how this shit works. I just seems like yesterday I was at the hanger watching them all come in. and Now they are leaving again. I think the hardest thing is saying good bye. and knowing when you need them by your side they are not going to be around. It just seems like everyone is slowly walking out of my life. v. odd how everythign works. I knew this was comming i just kept fooling myself. But as long as they are safe, that is all that matters..