Well another day is paradise has come and gone. Just found out my ex has to get surgery on his neck again. not v. good. He said something about getting electrodes implanted in his neck. or some shit like that.. then again he was already drunk when i talked to him. It is a very messed up situation. we never talk, when we broke everything off, I lost my best friend. I'm still trying to deal with that issue.. but he wont stay on the phone long enough so we can talk. 
Hmmmmm what else is new.. thinking about starting school with my brother, at least I can be one step closer to my goal.. I'm just being a lazy bitch, I want to go to school. I just dont want to pay for the shit.. But the sooner i get it over with I can get away from this place.. Hmmm v. thought provoking. Oh yeah by the way i wanna be a paramedic. gotta love the rush.. I need something new in my life. I feel like i havent accomplished anything.. it's the damnest thing ever..
Hmmmmm what else is new.. thinking about starting school with my brother, at least I can be one step closer to my goal.. I'm just being a lazy bitch, I want to go to school. I just dont want to pay for the shit.. But the sooner i get it over with I can get away from this place.. Hmmm v. thought provoking. Oh yeah by the way i wanna be a paramedic. gotta love the rush.. I need something new in my life. I feel like i havent accomplished anything.. it's the damnest thing ever..
tinsoldier:
that sounds like january/february in kansas. the weather always gets me alternating between introspection and planning for the spring. stay warm, caio.
peteyrock:
i'll be fine. no worries.