perfectly_flawed

It's been a crazy month thus far hopefully it wil get better soon.. I havent killed my mother yet so that is loverly.. She is driving my insane.. Either she needs to get a job or I need to get another one during the week..

The kiddo has been teething again.. So yeah we have sopent many nights up these past few weeks.. It;s just not up for 30 minutes.. it's like he is up for 5 hours at a time.. I'll rock him to sleep and then as soon as he hits the crib he wakes up.. It sucks. I think this past tuesday was the only day I have told myself that I hate being a mother.. but then again I just get too frusterated.. I got spoiled becasue he has been sleeping all night.. Oh well kids will be kids.. I just need to go to walmart and buy some more patience..

So I am still dealing with the ex drama after all.. My sister and I traded places to live.. she lives in my old apartment and I moved back in with my parents.. She was telling me a few times this past weeks someone has been knocking on the door ar 1 am.. which okay I already know who it is. I called travis mother and asked her if she knew where he was.. she said he is out drinking. then I wrote him a long letter on how he needs to grow up.. blah blah blah.. and he admitted to goign over there in hope of be being there.. Are you kidding me? i want nothing to do with this man. I just want to erase him out of my life completely.. Thank goodness my son looks like me..

Well my birthday is a week from today.. So dont even ask.. I am not going out.. I'm still bummed out that my bestie wont be visiting from Illinois.. I did take the weekend off from work though.. It's going to be great 2 weeks without working.. Aww Im counting down the days...