perfectly_flawed

So I've been thinking a lot lately. Well, over the past couple of days. I have this resentment towards my ex. I'm suck raising my child by myself while he is out playing doctor with his new chick. Complete bullshit.. He gets mad at me beacuse I dont ask him to go get diapers, formula, wipes, what ever i need. I shouldnt have to ask him. If he was so concerned shouldnt he be the one calling me and asking me what i need? I'm tired of having to go to his moms house so he can see his kid. I want himin the picture.. But I think he needs to make the effort to make arrangements with me to see Fallon.. I'm still making all the effort and getting nothing in return.. SO I said fuck it.. If he wants to be a father than he will make plans with his child and will give me money without having to ask for it..