perfectly_flawed

So I've been really quiet lately.. There's been a lot going on. My oldest sister e-mailed me last night, telling me she's packing up the kiddos and moving to southern Cali! Yeah, some more bullshit.. She thinks God is sending her there to help the less fortunate.. She barely has a pot to piss in herself and now she wants to pack up and move across the country to help the less fortunate.. It makes no sence to me.. She's just a holy rollin freak.. Hence the reason I seldomly talk to her.. If it wasnt for me and my pops her 4 kids wouldnt of had a Christmas. We paid for allthe presents. Not to mention driving 6 hours to give them to her.. It's bullshit..

Travis' sister gave me some interesting news last night.. She's 16 and preggo with a 22 year old's child. My only question is have is "Where was the mother, while a 22 year old was fucking her 16 year old daughter?" Travis and myself are a little disturbed by this whole ordeal.. If I was Pam, Trav's mom, I would of never let a 22 year old get with my 15 year old.. Holy shit I would of stepped in every way possible.. Kyle, the 22 year old, already has a 2 year old he has only seen 1 time, so lets do the math. You actually think a Kyle will stick around for Kara's baby?? I dont think so.. I could kick both Pam's and Kyle's ass.. The pathetic thing is that I gave Kara a whole bag of condoms at Thanksgiving time.. Apperently they never got used..

So yeah I was telling everyone about Kenny, the guy that up and left me last Feb.. I have decided I would be his friend and nothing more.. I figure we all deserve a second chance.. He understands I am with Trav and he is cool with it.. I mean we were friends before we ever together.. So fuck it.. I may be stupid for this, but he's a good person to talk to.. He's helping me cope with Trav going to county and stuff.. It's nice to have someone to talk to..

Oh yeah, I'll my hommies, ha ha I said hommies, Get back from Iraq in less than a week.. It's going to be good times..

Take care.. love ya all..