Well, I am finished with school for about a month. That is the most exciting news I have recieved lately.. I did enroll for next semester, Thus far I am taking 14 hours.. But I think I'll do some major overhaulin' on my schedule.. Including finding a new job..
Work has been complete madness yet again.. I got my hours cut back, yet again, to 2 days a week.. But they have me scheduled for all the holidays.. It's total bullshit.. So i'm either going to work 3 12 hour days on the weekends or find something else. I haven't quite decided yet.. My residents keep getting crazier.. I've lost one yesterday and 2 other ones are on their way. It's sad.. But it's bbittersweet.. I hate the dying process it takes too long.. The thing that kills me is knowing they are sitting there suffering.. Yea, they get pain meds. But not eating for like 4-7 days and just seeing them drop weight.. I think I might give up on nursing homes for a while.. I dont think I can take it anymore.. I am too damn young to be around so much death..
Venting is good.. I feel better... Take care everyone...
Work has been complete madness yet again.. I got my hours cut back, yet again, to 2 days a week.. But they have me scheduled for all the holidays.. It's total bullshit.. So i'm either going to work 3 12 hour days on the weekends or find something else. I haven't quite decided yet.. My residents keep getting crazier.. I've lost one yesterday and 2 other ones are on their way. It's sad.. But it's bbittersweet.. I hate the dying process it takes too long.. The thing that kills me is knowing they are sitting there suffering.. Yea, they get pain meds. But not eating for like 4-7 days and just seeing them drop weight.. I think I might give up on nursing homes for a while.. I dont think I can take it anymore.. I am too damn young to be around so much death..
Venting is good.. I feel better... Take care everyone...
Sorry so loopy and long winded lol, on oxycodone for my shoulder.