I have been completely consumed in my emotions. MY brother is moving in Saturday morning to Austin. It's bittersweet from me.. we fight all the time. but If i need anything he is there.. Honestly he's been the one keeping me sane while living at my parents house.
A very close friend is getting back from Iraq in NOvember. I have been over come with joy and excitement.. I I havent seen Gabrial in almost 3 years now. He had to move to Los vagas. But he will be in LAwrence in December.. so I'm counting th days down already..
There are so many diffrent thoughtsracing though my head. It seems like I cant catch up with any of them.. they are speeding by and I can not process a single thing.. They probably make medicine for this, but they tend to make you feel numb.. I would rather feel then be completly numb to this world.. PLus I dont believe in medicaction. Americans over- medicate themselves.. It is ridicoulous how much pharmacies make.
A very close friend is getting back from Iraq in NOvember. I have been over come with joy and excitement.. I I havent seen Gabrial in almost 3 years now. He had to move to Los vagas. But he will be in LAwrence in December.. so I'm counting th days down already..
There are so many diffrent thoughtsracing though my head. It seems like I cant catch up with any of them.. they are speeding by and I can not process a single thing.. They probably make medicine for this, but they tend to make you feel numb.. I would rather feel then be completly numb to this world.. PLus I dont believe in medicaction. Americans over- medicate themselves.. It is ridicoulous how much pharmacies make.
devil_bitch:
Numb is my constant state. Comfortably no. But definately numb. I hope that you feel better soon.
darqyn:
Keep feeling. It's worth it, unfortunately.