Sunday Jan 30, 2005

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I think this is the day that never ends. I had to say good-bye to all my friends today. Reality hsasnt set in that they are leaving in 2 days. Everything just seems so gloomy. But i know it's just the weather. (could of been the hangover too..) I cant belive they ahve only been home for 9 months, now they have to go back...
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shawndaddy:
Happy Birthday biggrin
tinsoldier:
happy birthday, best wishes!

Sunday Jan 23, 2005

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Well another day is paradise has come and gone. Just found out my ex has to get surgery on his neck again. not v. good. He said something about getting electrodes implanted in his neck. or some shit like that.. then again he was already drunk when i talked to him. It is a very messed up situation. we never talk, when we broke everything...
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tinsoldier:
that sounds like january/february in kansas. the weather always gets me alternating between introspection and planning for the spring. stay warm, caio.
peteyrock:
i'll be fine. no worries.

Saturday Jan 22, 2005

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Well, It's just another day in paradise here in lovely Kansas, very cold as always. I just got the news that all my friends leave for Iraq on my birthday (1 Feb). Wow, what a great fucking present that is.. frown The sad part is they havent left yet, and i already feel like they are gone. It's amazing what one stupid president can do to...
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tinsoldier:
it's not quite as bad as the news makes it out. it does suck and it is dangerous but i think that it is slowlygetting better. exept for the goddamn rain we have been getting all day. now it's cold and muddy. regardless, stay safe & warm.
perfectly_flawed:
It's not that I am worried about them being over there, It's just the fact of the matter they have only been back home state-side for 8 months. They just went over there in 2003, It's like I have not be able to spend as much time with them as I can. I'm trying to make up for lost time, But i know I cant. It's gone forever. I guess I am to used to being around them all the time, or being able to call them when I need to talk. Now I really cant do that. Yeah i can write letters, and I can e-mail them, But it's not the same as just calling them at the spur of the monet to say something stupid to make them laugh. Maybe deep down inside I do worry about their safety, We all have mixed emotions about this go round. But all I can do is show them I support them and I love them all. It just seems like my life just got back to normal. now it's going to be all fucked up again.