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I cannot even fathom the emotions such experiences must have generated. I won't pretend to truly understand, but what good is being a strong, independent woman if its cost is so high? To be left with a cold heart and face a lonely life filled with regret is a fate far worse than any broken heart. If you truly did not believe in love, you would not have advised me as you did, and I have faith that someday we will both find love. There is hope, yet.

hi,
things are going good, just been the usual day to day. nothing special.

Good luck with the interview. I am sure that you will get it. You are an amazing woman and that shines through.

And YESS you are beautiful. So pfftt!!

I had a blast today. I will have to make more trips to Lawrence. That wasn't as bad a drive as I remember. Besides you have witnessed the Hello Kitty addiction in full force and you didn't run.

Ok 3 may be pushing it but you should be happy. Talk to a peircer and see what they say. I don't really know. I haven't got the balls yet for one.

The best advise I have gotten for messing up a friendship*****

they ALWAYS think u want to have a Relationship beyond the friendship if there is sex. so wrong. he's scared and hiding. this is so annoying.

who knows...maybe he's confused b/c he actually likes u?

** I was right I knew he'd act all crazy, Yes I have tried to call him, but he is avoiding me.. So i guess the past is the past..No Use to cry over spilled milk..

Let it go....If he really cares he will be back.
Then again I don't really understand men. That is so weird though, usually it is the chick who freaks. *shrug*

We should be in Lawrence by like 2:30. I will give you a call.

Hey, I can be just as useless...besides, if you need to say anything to him, all I have to do is yell across the room...

Glad to hear that things went well with the surgery. Have fun this weekend and reports when you get back. *hugs*

Hope you had a great time on your date.

Hi hi hope you have a good time and stuffers! Yay for friends coming.

Congrats on the job sweetie!! I am so happy for you. That sounds really great. Good luck with school too. I am really proud of you for that.

I really dont know what to say about your ex. That sucks. Gotta love the govt.

We left about 6 as well. We went over to the fountain in front of the Bus Station and washed our feet off, then walked to the car. Made it out of KC by 6:30, which was cool with me.

Good luck with the job search honey. You are a really great person and I wish you all the luck in the world.

You know that sucks and then again it doesn't. I have had people tell me that getting fired was the best thing that ever happened to them. I quit my stressful job instead of waiting to get fired. It was worth it. Good luck with the job search and the unemployment. MO give you six months. Wonder how long KS gives? Are you still going to Rockfest?

And If things go well with the Industrial I will do the nips. As for the bouncer....well I will probably wait till the last minute and he will tell me he has a gf. This is the way. Besides. I give up on men. I am having this issue. I have so many insecurities that I will latch onto the any guy just for the attention. I don't even know anymore what I want vs what I need. Eh.

Aw shucks girl you are making me shed a tear over here. We have to meet up at Rockfest. And one of these days I am going to have to venture down to Lawrence.

Sorry to hear about your truck. Sucks. Oh and I just got home from work. So I hope that you have a good night at work....

i could give you a ride.

It was really great meeting you.